Have I Got It Wrong?

Does anybody else find themselves always second guessing every text, every email, every spelling, every decision, just everything?

I will look up a recipe I have made ten million times again that ten million and once. I will check that spelling I have been spelling correctly for years because it looks kinda wrong. I will read and re-read my emails/chats/conversations to make sure I understood things correctly, that I didn’t over react, that I didn’t say the wrong thing always worried about how people around me feel. Why?

I wish I had the supreme confidence that some people seem to possess. People who will comment on things they have no information about, people who will tell you how to do your work, how to live your life and even how to feel about things with such conviction that you have no choice but to believe them, even if just for a second. People who will ask for more than what they deserve and make you feel like you don’t deserve anything. Till you start feeling so small in your head that it starts getting claustrophobic.

When did giving a shit about things become a weakness?